BitcoinXio has accused me of being a liar, an imposter, and other individuals.... because i was inactive for six months.
I was inactive because of depression, caused partially by a poor dealing i had with a friend i was trying to help. I don't really want to go into that situation anymore, its really a sore subject.
I've mostly been an occasional lurker, went back to using more of Facebook and sometimes Twitter. But i became active on reddit again when my favorite rageposter and shitposter, u/FallTheBanks3301 was banned for "abuse" without warning, without a definition for abuse, and immediately muted. This wasn't fair in my eyes. So i made a post calling out BitcoinXio. He didn't answer my questions so i made another post. I got 20 karma on the first one, and 0 on the second one.
I kinda gave it up after that. Seemed like a lost cause. But then BitcoinXio accused me of being FalltheBanks, and a liar. I think he was trying to say i was one of those paid blockstream or sv trolls...
And then, one of my favorite long-time redditors, u/ShadowofHarbringer, whom i always thought of as a legendary and knowledgeable figure, called me a CSW shill...
On top of this, I've had to block two or three people for trying to call me a troll, merely because i defended fallthebanks... And i felt like i was forced to report multiple people for targeted harassment too.
Look. I'm 20 years old, still basically a kid. I'm a lowerclass individual making close to $12 an hour in a low end factory job. I have no life skills. I have little friends. And i don't feel confident... in almost anything. Would you like some proof for these claims? Just click the hyperlinked text.... Also, i don't know if it means anything, but I'm a certified Eagle Scout and a proud Bitpay card-bearer and user. I hope that makes you think higher of me.
Anyways, today has been the worst day I've had in a while. I don't know what to do about the fact that everyone seems to dislike me so much, as to downvote everything i write, to call me a troll and a liar and a shill, to really just bring me down. I don't know what to do about it. I think I'm gonna just start blocking everyone that does it. But if it doesn't stop, i think i might delete my account. R/btc is really the only subreddit i get on reddit for, to see what updates are going on in the Bitcoin Cash community.
Anyways, I'm sorry for whining. But i don't want to be known as a troll, or a shill, or a liar... And if that's how its going to be, then i give up on trying. I really want to be able to participate in this group. I feel like i learn so much from it. But i can't take this. I feel like everyone's paranoid about me... probably because i actually have clinical paranoia. Its probably all in my head. I'm probably overreacting. I'm probably even embarassing myself. So for that, I'm sorry. Just give me the word mods, and I'll delete my account. If i can't feel at home here, then i won't pretend this is my home. I'll probably just forget about crypto and try to find some new hobbies.
Anyways, i hope nobody here hates me.
Edit: Shadowofharbringer apologized to me. Which makes me feel better. Thanks man.
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